im not good, im nothing...

sumtimes life get so dull,
u felt like no one by urside
n sumtime when the happiness come,
u still not satisfied.

people
never appreciate sumthing till them lost it..

kdg2 penah jugak aku pikir yg nape aku kene trime lots of dugaan
ramai org kat lua tu happy je
pastu aku mule slh kan pd takdir
ye aku trok

lastly,
bile aku pikir..
sume yg berlaku x penah xde sbbnye

day by day i learned 2 b strong
i learned to appreciate people around me
i learned to help people around me

sume ni aku wat sbb i want to b happy
when i realized people around me happy
by dat time..i felt happy
thanx god

aku cube jd hamba yg terbaek..
i really need u to guide me
n i need u to help people around me..

coz i believed sumday
i will find my true happiness..
same goes to my lovely family n fwens..

never regret anything happen to u
coz once u regret u r far from the almighty
believe dat u will getting near to the almighty
hanye dgn percaye..everything kan happen


sincerely..juni haikal adnan

kpd acap...hehe

i have dis one friend

he is jerk, annoyed, liar, pukimak, shit, fuck off..
sume la..
fine i tipu..

he is nice
caring
funny
always make me angry
always there 4 me
never lie to me(as far as i know)
selalu wat lwk
teach me how to overcome my teacherish probs..see my grammar mira..wakaka
gile
emmmmmmmmm

i donno wut word can describe him coz he really make me happy even in a hard time
really thanq to god coz send me another 1 besties in my life..
b4 dis 8..now 9
thanq god..

wut i can say is, i really care bout him in any matter..
i just want to say here..u deserve a better satu..
believe me..u will find ur true luv who can take care of u, always there 4 u, n who u can spend the rest of ur life wif..
believe me..
i always pray 4 ur happiness..

sayang kamu~!
acap lancap..wakaka...since u called me juni onani kan..wakaka

sincerely..ewah...wakaka

masalah jiwa

wahhhh
it has been a long time since last i wrote here...
nvm..
it is all bcoz lots of thing happened to me lately..
n i think everything solved already..
i think la..
nk komen2 lebey2 x brani..
nnt i jd target lg sem dpn..
opss..statement..
ewah..
sj je..

actually post ni nk cite ape..
hemm..
x de pape sgt kot..
just nk ckp..the other side of me still alive..
hehe..

skang ni msh dlm mood bersedeh hati...
ye..kenape ye..
rasenye cuti sem..
ntah..
rindu bgt sih ngan rakan ber9 yg laen..
nk2 si acap tu la kan..
sob2..
ye la..kemane2 pun bersame..
da la terlepas flight..
terpaksela die ikut i blk ktn dr lcct ye..
haha..
sian die kan..


pastu rindu gile la suasana mkn kat uptown tu ber9
kat umah...
mkn sorang la sy ye..
hehe..


ok..how to overcome dis probs..
i mls la nk rindu2 ni...
haha..
actually rindu2 ni x de ubt..
ubt die..
ko g jumpe makhluk ber9 ni pastu problem solved..
settle..


da la..
mls nk taip..penat kuku

toodles...(wat sorang x best....waaaaaaaa)

nazam berkasih..silap..nazam lebaran

di hari raye..
terkenang daku kpd tuuutttttt tuutttttt..
ewah...
masalah angau semakin melanda diri ini..
slh sape?
salah die..
sape suh comey sgt..
ewah..
enough!!!!..
i da malu2 babi campur anjing tan siou meng da ni...

pg raye td i dikejutkan oleh satu suare yg sgt annoying ye kwn2..
sgt
i mean SGT!!!!
x tau la sape yg bakal jd laki die ni..
oppss...ade yg terase..
i x maksodkan sesape..
termasukla abg senior i tu..
eh..ape ni juni...
ok stop..

just nk mention sgt annoying ye..
so i pun bgn la dgn muke yg sgt horrible kerana mlm nye i sebuk membalas msg disane sini..
bukan slh i kalo ade yg x terbals..just be consider la ye kwn2..
kdg2 i penat..mklum la..dunia artis ni x seindah yg dibayangkan..
EWAh!!!..
haha


anyway anyhow..selamat ari raye..


ok continue..
so spt bese..
kali ni i lambt bangun lg..
sembayang raye kol 9 i bgn 8.50...
mmg terbaek la kan..
lalu...dgn kepantasan i berlari menuju ke bilik air yg separa terbuka lalu tanap segan silu ku membuka...opss...sampai situ sj..

sambung stlah selesai ku bergedag menggosok bj
dan siap pd 8.58..
pe lg..
kete bapaku dipecut laju..
akhirnye..
SEMPAT!!!

at least i dpt semayang raye taun ni since da 3 taun x gi..
hehe..
bukan slh sy..takdir telah menentukan segalanye..
heheh


kalo diikutkan hati nk je kaki ini pegu umah ke umah memohon ampun dan wang..
wahh..
hehe..yp since usia hampir menjangkau 17 taun..
so i mls la kan..


nk memtiom here..
i miss my sbpitian..
nk mention mmg x dpt la kan..since korang cm ramai sgt..
tp yg baek ngan aku ade la dlm 3,4 ketul..
but its ok then..
wah..gile touching di pg lebaran..

kpd uitmian(gile busuk name ni syial)..
ni pun same..
since ade la dlm 9 ketul je yg betol2 rapat ngan i..
wah..nape 9..hemm..
mate mule kenyit2..*wink wink...
miss u..padahal br la 4 hari x ketemu..
sebelum ni raseny dr buka mate sehinggal pejam mate..
muke kamu shj yg bertahta di hati..
jap2..
i rase 10 la..since yg bertahta di hati i tu x dimasukkan skali..
walaupun x selalu bersame..ewah..
tp kehangatan mu..wahh...lusya...
lusya di pg lebaran..
hehe..


konklusinye..
rindu nk belaja bel..
wakaka..
ble?..
da la aku penah wat post khas utk tenage pengajar ni..
gile beliau sgt bermakne kpd ku..
hohoo..


k la..
nk smbg mengeTART nenas..

akhir kt..SELAMAT HARI RAYE>>
maaf zahir dan batin(kpd yg penah berbatin ngan i la...wakaka..lusya)
=p

otak udang..

post ini hanyalah utk mengenang kembali zaman i muda mudi dulu..
zaman i masih lg mencari kewarasan hidup duniawi yg penuh noda berkalang(gile deep n TOUCHIng..)
hihi

i dulu x reti sgt lukis2 plan nih..
skang ni kirenye cam..
'junipinjampemadamakuadelukissalahla..'
'soriixsentuhdaapemendeusebuttd..p.e.m.a.d.a.m?'


kirenye camtu la..
cettt

anyway..
dulu kwn2 i sume nye cam comey2 gebu2 je..ahak..(ye fibo n akip..)
pastu i banyak x siap keje la..
kirenye dialog die cani
'akippinjambukuaddmathko..akunkCHECK'
juni sila bla ok..bukan check, tiru..
i sgt cekap la tiru2 ni..
kalo x caye..sila rujuk akip n fibo..
heh


pastu i mmg suke la melibatkan diri dlm ajk keceriaan..
kirenye x sah la kalo muke i ni x terpapar di carta organisasi yg dibuat sendiri olehku(sila bla ok..)

pastu i mmg suke lpk bilik guru..
yg bole rujuk puan maisari..actually nama beliau maisarah tp cam x gebu je name tu, so kite wat sedikit renovation ye..MAISARI

pastu i x suke bgn awal(yg ni mmg x penah berubah..)
kirenye muke comel ini akan mengetuk pintu klas tatkala pukul 8.10 pg ye..
jgn contohi ye kwn2..
hari yg biasanye pelajar ini lambat..
fikir2..
ye..hari yg ade ctu..eh silap..pai atau nama saintifix nye pendidikan agama islam..
oh ustazah fadariahi(bukan slh eja..i mmg da tuka name die dr fadariah kpd fadariahi)
'sila bla juni..ko slh type kan..'
heh

nex..
i mmg kuat tido dlm klas..
ye..sgt tpt..
terutamanya..
klas encik roary the racing car..ok fine..encik ror(rosyaimi ramli)
ntah kenapa syaitan seakan begitu asyik menari2 lenggok AZIM dkt mate ku..
time ni sy x kenal azim lg ye..
sgt teruje ye utk tido klas ni..
walaupun sering di attack..
namun makhluk ni mmg x penah nk serik..
dlm hati berkate..'adew aku kisah'..haha
xde la..
tertido x salah ye..
tp kalo sengaje tido klas stat pukul 11.10 abes kol 1.10 tp still tido yg ni mmg nk kene makan penerajang rama2 cinta..


jika ditanye tpt yg sering dilawati time sekola menengah dulu..
hemm..selain paris,london dan kenya.
sudah..
ye..sy suke melawat ibu kota temerloh ye..sungguh permai..
TIDAK...
anyway
sirius banyak memori..


apepun

kini hidup i da jauh di pelusuk sri iskandar...
sungguh indah bandar ni..
dan nyaman..
'banyak' sgt angin..
dan ter'sangat' teduh..
i x tipu..
OK FINE I TIPU...


kpd senarai nama guru yg coretkan dlm kamar beraduku ini..
anda sgt bertuah kerana tiada lg student spt ku..
jd kenangla daku..
NO KAD MATRIX KU...
0215..
hih..


k bubye...

IF...

kalau aku bukan juni..
mungkin aku joe jonas..hemm..mungkin

kalau aku x dpt 5a time upsr..
sti aku sekolah kat sekolah menengah AGAMA al ikhsan..(nape AGAMA sti urup besar..)

kalau aku dpt 10a1..
sti aku ngah preparation nk g uk..hemm..

kalau aku belajar sgt rajin time skola menengah..
sti aku dpt scholarship sana sini pastu dpt g blaja kat uk..(pengulangan subjek ye disini..)


JELASNYE..
sume 'kalau2' ni x beerti pun..

sbb..


i njoy jd juni..
x yah kene serbu sana sini..aww..haha

kalau aku skola AGAMA..ei..jgn la urup besar..hihi..anyway..sti aku x jd cam skang..hihi..wakaka..(kdg2 aku rase baek aku skola game..wakaka)

pastu kalau dpt 10a1..sti aku x bahagia..tau kenape..aku sti x dpt belaja ape yg aku nk..

kalau aku belaja kat uk..sape yg nk belaja kat uitm perak dihatiku tu..
haha
sy sgt berbangga ye dpt belaja id kwn2..i enjoy..buktinye..i x yah susah kehulu hilir pegang buku tebal almari bj belakang aku ni..
just bring ur idea to class then luahkan diatas sekeping kertas bernama butter paper..
sgt bahagia..


konklusinye..
jln hidup kite sudah ditentukan..
so hargai wut u have when u still have it..
dont plan 4 ur future coz there will be ur own future..

buat ape kite plan if layout plan kite x proceed..*hoi mende ko ngarut ni..
maksodku...x perlu kite berharap yg terlampau lampau..
just imagine wut is da best as god will hear wut u want n insyaallah u will have it..
kan teman2..

y it is called the PRESENT?..
the answer is..
becoz it is the present from god 2 u..
kan2..

buhbye..

uuuu...ssssssssss

u will have it one day..

haha
haha
haha

gelak la woi..
aku penat glak sensorang nih

haha
haha

'woi pasal ko gelak'
suke ati aku la..ko pasal
'ni sti sbb ko dekan kan'
mangkok ayun jamban berkarah periuk belange tongkang najis belakang umah mak sedare ko aku dekan..


actually yes iam..
'juni sudah la..jgn berangan'


ok2..
let me tell the truth..
yess
im not one of the dekan thing but2...
im still me..
dekan doesnt make any meaning if im still not prepared 4 it..
'bla..cube kalo makhluk ni dekan, kompem post ni sume urup besar'

woi..ko pasal x puas ati ngan aku..
*actually he is benar
im planning so..haha..but..nvm la
take this as my advise ok kwn2
"Allah will not give u wut u want just bcoz u want it, but he give u wat u deserve get n wut the best 4 u, coz never ever He doing somethin without purpose kan"

so just enjoy dis moment..
nothing much la..
just dont forget to solat je..
doesnt mean u solat u will get d.l forever but solat will lead u to it..
believe me..
the time is still not 4 u..

wutever happened just dont 4get to thanks god..
He knows wut the best 4 u guys..


*wait, i still not tell u my pointer is it..

haha..
4get it la..
doesnt mean u get d.l, 3 pointer n above, 2 pointer n above even below 2 pun..
u still have the chances to change it..
dis is part of our life..sometime kite dpt ape yg kite nk n sumtime x dpt..
itu mmg lumrah..
just have fun ok..
life is too short to feel regret of only 'a' thing..but it is too long too fill it with happiness..
*god bless me..


anyway anyhow,
remember this..jgn menyesal wut u get, just try to think 4 the future..


sincerely,
muhammad juni haikal bin adnan
id is my destiny n always be...