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ok..
firstly..when u guys read dis..
maybe some of u will think dat...
'ala..sng la die ckp..die lps sume..'
'hek ela poyo gile..mntg2 la ko nye ok'

yes...
betol...maybe kalo i punye ade yg x lps...maybe i cant write like dis..
maybe i depressed..maybe i cry...lots...maybe i blaming everybody..even...maybe i put the blame on god..seriously...
but..
still i want to post dis..
bcoz..
i think it is true..

ok..
i admit dat my rsult is not good enough..not good at all
but..u know wut..
u will feel better once u think dat..
'juni...ko punye ok la..u should b thankfull..ramai lg yg dpt lg trok..diorang maybe akn bersyukur gile kalo dpt result yg ko dpt'

seriously...
after tgk result tu..
i rase down gile..
but 4 a moment..
i think it is enough 4 me..
i deserve it..

after a while i start pikir yg allah x penah kedekut...
never..
die bg sesuatu yg sgt cukup utk kite...
sgt cukup..

then i call one of my besties...
dr situ..juni cam realize one thing..

tuhan da bg sgt banyak da utk juni dis sem..
sgt banyak..
i hv a very very very good person beside me 24/7(the one dat i called)...
most of wut i wish last sem sume dpt..
pastu..really have fun dis sem..
even..doa utk event mereke pun rasenye allah makbulkan..
pastu doa 4 my sis to find a right person pun almost dpt..
pastu doa agr my team..my best fwens 4ever...x pecah pun rasenye dpt..
pastu rezeki mkn minum yg cukup..


ishh...banyak la..
rasenye sume dpt..
xkan la sbb dis result i tetibe nk rase tuhan tu x adel..
x kan..
die sgt adel..
when i have too much...at least He must take some of it..
lots of laugh n fun...He also must gv me sumthing sad...
so i think Allah x penah x adel..
sgt adel...
when i feel lonely..He never forget bout me..
by dat moment..
i rase cam..wat pe aku nk pikir pasal sumthing yg x penah pikir psl aku..
nape aku x pikir psl sumthing yg x penah lupe..ckit pun..pasal aku..
see...

dan oleh kerana itula..
i x rase sgt down...
ok tipu la..kalo i ckp i x down...
tp..i think i deserve it..
even 4 me..
ni pun da lebey dr wut i ve xpected..

just nye...
i cam regret ngan myself..
y at da first place ill never realise it..
sorry tuhan...kdg2 i lupe ttg sume ni..
muhammad juni haikal...jgn lupe da ye..

n2..
sumtime kite rs kite bersalah ngan parent sbb x dpt ape yg diorang nk..
but..
kite pun x le nk slhkan mereke..
sbb mmg lumrah nye sume mk bpk nk ank die succeed.
tp..i rase..xde parent yg akn benci ank die kalo die x dpt ape yg diorang harapkan..
maybe ade sedikit kecewe..tp..sumthing yg parent should know is..maybe blom time nye we(ank2) make them proud..
but ape yg i percaye..
akan ade satu ms nnt..diorang akn sgt bangge ngan kite..
mase tu akn dtg..
tp bukan skang maybe..

actually..
sume nye bergantung kpd rezeki..
kalo ade...make ade la..


ditulis tgn oleh...
muhammad juni haikal bin adnan