schmuck is me...

its like i have no sleep like 3 days but i think more...perhaps..
anyway...
gile stuck...
i donno y i cant finish even a lay out plan...i mean 'a' layout plan...
its not like i havent dont any yet...but i still not satisfied with my idea..
even 'an' idea...

im not going to say bout wut happened 2 me in my class since this 2 weeks..
only me, myself, my adek beradek(hihi) n lectures only know..
its like i want to drop this course n just take OM..
its not like om is simple but then dis ID thing is to big 4 me to handle it..
now im dissapoint with my self...

im tired...
PENAT....
AKU DA X LE GO ON...
if my parents know bout dis 4 sure they want me to just change my course..
but im not that kind of child ok..
my father have sacrifice lots(i mean LOTSSSSSS) of his money just for me...
and dat is one of the reason y im still here...


besides, with all dis dinner thingy...omg...fucking shit...
i donno y dis ui*m is so suck man...
really...
can u imagine just to handle one small dinner u need to settle up like u want to make a dinner for PERDANA MENTERI...
in dis moment i donno y i feel like i have no interest with all dis dinner thingy..
but watever it is i need to support my part event..
so dats y im still done my job and help wut i can..
seriously im not in mood with all dis thingy...



dat it...im done...
im done...
im done...
to tired to handle all dis..
i need space for my life..
pliss...
anyway thanx 4 my kak long, kak ngah, kak lang, bang tih, kak de, kak cik, ngan bi..
u all are another reason y im still here...


if u r me...u will know how hard life will b..
*hope bi x tuka kos...hihi..if u do so...i will lost one part of my strengthness to stay here...='(...


k la...babai...
now im already in mood to cry...haha...