Monday, November 30, 2009

im not good, im nothing...

sumtimes life get so dull,
u felt like no one by urside
n sumtime when the happiness come,
u still not satisfied.

people
never appreciate sumthing till them lost it..

kdg2 penah jugak aku pikir yg nape aku kene trime lots of dugaan
ramai org kat lua tu happy je
pastu aku mule slh kan pd takdir
ye aku trok

lastly,
bile aku pikir..
sume yg berlaku x penah xde sbbnye

day by day i learned 2 b strong
i learned to appreciate people around me
i learned to help people around me

sume ni aku wat sbb i want to b happy
when i realized people around me happy
by dat time..i felt happy
thanx god

aku cube jd hamba yg terbaek..
i really need u to guide me
n i need u to help people around me..

coz i believed sumday
i will find my true happiness..
same goes to my lovely family n fwens..

never regret anything happen to u
coz once u regret u r far from the almighty
believe dat u will getting near to the almighty
hanye dgn percaye..everything kan happen


sincerely..juni haikal adnan

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

kpd acap...hehe

i have dis one friend

he is jerk, annoyed, liar, pukimak, shit, fuck off..
sume la..
fine i tipu..

he is nice
caring
funny
always make me angry
always there 4 me
never lie to me(as far as i know)
selalu wat lwk
teach me how to overcome my teacherish probs..see my grammar mira..wakaka
gile
emmmmmmmmm

i donno wut word can describe him coz he really make me happy even in a hard time
really thanq to god coz send me another 1 besties in my life..
b4 dis 8..now 9
thanq god..

wut i can say is, i really care bout him in any matter..
i just want to say here..u deserve a better satu..
believe me..u will find ur true luv who can take care of u, always there 4 u, n who u can spend the rest of ur life wif..
believe me..
i always pray 4 ur happiness..

sayang kamu~!
acap lancap..wakaka...since u called me juni onani kan..wakaka

sincerely..ewah...wakaka

Saturday, November 21, 2009

fine n fuck u

blog ku bukan blog mu..
hrrrrrrr....

so..pe ko pedulik mende yg aku nk tulis..
ade pulak aku nk kisah ko wujud ke x dlm hidup aku..
sile pegi mampos..

bosan sial hidup cani..
ko ni pun satu kan(memarahi diri sendiri)..
pe pyh sgt nk suke org laen..
banyak lg pompuan dlm dunie ni..
"masalahnye bukan sume nye aku suke"desis hatiku..
ewah..

hehe..
ntah..
gi mampos la..
hidup cani lg best..
g mane2 org x marah, kua ngan sesape pun org x kisah..
tp still ade makhluk kat lua ni x ble nmpk org epi..
ade je mende yg nk dicaruti..
lantak la..

sumtime rase cam..
eeeiiiiii...gile cam bodo org yg couple2 ni..
pe yg i rase la..
k first..
couple ni..6 taun katenye..
last2 break gak..
cam bodo kan..
pe kate kalo dlm 6 taun tu x abes kn wang utk sesuatu yg x pasti..
perhhhh..gile banyak duet da dpt kumpul..

ntah..
penah dgr x org ckp cani
"kite x le hidop sensorang..sti kene ade org yg kite cintai disisi.."
fuck u..
gi mampos..
lg menyusahkan hidup ade..

as long as ko ade family n fwens yg sgt sejati..
i dont think luv is a must..
believe me..
hehe..

kpd yg sdg bercinte truskan..
x slhpun..
i just regret wif myself..
tu yg tertulisnye post ni..
x slh pun nk couple..

tp 4 me..
dis time round..
love is strictly prohibited.
yea..

tp kenkadang tu rase la gak sepi nye..
ewah..
ye la kan..
when all people around u have their own luv..
rase la gak cam..
eiii...gile loser aku ni..
hidup sensorang..
kedit phone x grak..
eeiii..loser la..

nape i cant have sumbody yg betol2 i can lean on..
fine la..maksod aku cm couple la..
bile pikir2 blk..
i know y..
sbb aku ni kalo ade org yg aku syg..
mmg 4 sure la kwn2 aku yg ade skang sume aku tolak tepi..
mmg x pikir sgt la..
sebok pasal gf..
geli...

n kerane itu jugak la aku rase aku x pyh nk ade gf..
btol x..
sbb..
sy da ade mereke..
mereke yg lebey penting dr couple..
sy ade finas.acap.fizan.ijat.dza.mira.dee.azim.
diorang pun da cukup..
if satu mase nnt i have gf pun..
maybe 14 taun lg kot..hehe..
diorang still the priority..
coz..they know me both side of my life..

kpd u yg bc ni..
ko bole mampos ngan hidop ko..
jgn nk sebok amek tau pasal aku sbb ko ngan sume mende pasal ko bole mampos..

marah betol..
wuteva la..
kpd yg couple di lua sane..
truskan..
tp make sure anda tau ape yg lebey utama..
couple blom tentu selamanye..
tp kwn sampai mati..
=)

sy syg kwn sy

Monday, November 16, 2009

masalah jiwa

wahhhh
it has been a long time since last i wrote here...
nvm..
it is all bcoz lots of thing happened to me lately..
n i think everything solved already..
i think la..
nk komen2 lebey2 x brani..
nnt i jd target lg sem dpn..
opss..statement..
ewah..
sj je..

actually post ni nk cite ape..
hemm..
x de pape sgt kot..
just nk ckp..the other side of me still alive..
hehe..

skang ni msh dlm mood bersedeh hati...
ye..kenape ye..
rasenye cuti sem..
ntah..
rindu bgt sih ngan rakan ber9 yg laen..
nk2 si acap tu la kan..
sob2..
ye la..kemane2 pun bersame..
da la terlepas flight..
terpaksela die ikut i blk ktn dr lcct ye..
haha..
sian die kan..


pastu rindu gile la suasana mkn kat uptown tu ber9
kat umah...
mkn sorang la sy ye..
hehe..


ok..how to overcome dis probs..
i mls la nk rindu2 ni...
haha..
actually rindu2 ni x de ubt..
ubt die..
ko g jumpe makhluk ber9 ni pastu problem solved..
settle..


da la..
mls nk taip..penat kuku

toodles...(wat sorang x best....waaaaaaaa)